.Thursday, June 14, 2007 ' 8:57 PM Y
            
         today wake up then saw mummy sitting on the sofa watching television.then i ask her to put back the computer thing.then she jiiu put lurhhrs.she ask me to accompany her go boon lay.i said don't want cause i want talk to him.talk for quite a some time then i go settle things.setyle finish come back then i saw him online then we chat lurhhrs.after that i go friendster see who view me then go people's blog.go youtube watch the champion the whole afternoon until night about six plus.mummy ask me want go eat sushi mwarhhrs?i say no.then my big sister and mummy ask me accompany them go only.but i did eat.then jiiu go home lerhhrs.now viewing people's friendster.now me and nigel is only gan khhor and meii.we can't be together anymore lerhhrs.i need some time to let my feeling stable.now my feeling is unstable cause i have no choice and i have to let him go.i just want him to be happy.if this is what he choose,i will let him be.leaves me alone for the time being.sorry.i'm really sorry.crying in process.but i will continue to wait for him dwerhhrs.I LORVE HYM LLOADDS!you all may say i don't love him anymore and my love for him has change.my answer for you guys is NO.my love for him has never change and i won't give up.i will continue to wait.Labels: aii wiillx conntiinuex tuhh waiit dwerhhrs