.Saturday, June 30, 2007 ' 11:50 PM Y
today wake up saw mummy.then she about to go out lerhhrs.so i when back to sleep.after awhile,i wake up use computer.chat with friends and view people's blog.then i when down to pioneer mall to find my cousin;PHOEBE then when to eat lurhhrs.come back home talk and play then i when tp bathe.take bus go jurong point to buy my dog;BOYBOY food.he no food eat lerhhrs.then buy finish jiiu come home lerhhrs.then saw cuttie pie;AMANDA.hahas!then about 6 plus when to my uncle house cause i going to eat dinner with their family.taken loads of photo just now.will upload tomorrow.now very late lerhhrs.just came back from the restaurant;BOON LAY.going to sleep soon.very tired and sick.Labels: whhennx out tuhh eat diinner wiibb famiilyyx
.Friday, June 29, 2007 ' 7:08 PM Y
today i am not going to talk about my school day cause i never go school.i sick mwarhhrs.i wake up then i feeling unwell so i did'nt when to school.sleep till 11 plus wake up then walk yo the living room saw my mummy then you start nagging for why i never go school.she very naggy leiis.can't stand it.hahas!then when down with mummy and she eat.when home after that.saw jiie playing computer then i wait for her to use computer lurhrs.after that she don't want use liiaos.then me jiiu use lurhhrs.going down to pioneer mall soon.find mummy.me sick leiis.Labels: iie siickkx aqqaiinnx.
.Thursday, June 28, 2007 ' 7:44 PM Y
today wake up at about 5 plus.so early urhhrs?hahas!then i think too early then me jiiu go back sleep lurhhrs.about 6 i wake up then bathe.6 plus i call my jiie wake up bathe.i go to school first cause my friend lurhhrs.after recess my school discipline master want see me,don't know why.when in to conference room,see my friends there too.its about we bully classmate.hahas!when school dismiss,when to play basketball.cause nothing to do then waiting for teacher come cause i got tuition.everyday got dwerhhrs.tired siiahhx!everyday got tuition.then 1 plus when for tuition lurhhrs.after tuition play basketball again.school basketball court is like what the!never mind.last year in this school,happy!be in school 6 years liiaos lurhhrs.see till siiannx.come back watch television till 7 like that then i go bathe.just bathe finish.hhaiishhs...sad larhhrs.why can others last but why can't we?i love you deeply but you hurt me deeply and again and again.i have enough alright?i just want you back.i thought that i have hope that you would be back.but i'am wrong.i get the last answer from you.i know,words are easy to say,but you know your words hurt?you ask me to find other guy,is it easy?i have been thinking of you all this while.but you?its hard to let you go.maybe you may treat our relationship as if its a game.but did i?even though you say that its not possible dwerhhrs.but i will wait.say me stubborn//stupid//dumb.say barhhrs.but let me tell you:I STILL LORVES YOU VERY MUCH!190919950406200701091992!you don't need to pay whatever you say,but you need to be responsible for every sentence//every word that you say!your words HURT!Labels: lleaviinqqx tiishhx sku soonnx.
.Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ' 6:16 PM Y
today walk to school with my jiie;CLAIRE.then when i reach school then sit there.silent reading but i did'nt read cause i don't like to read books.then when my form teacher;MRS CHIN come then she ask me stand up.i did nothing leiis.then i stand up lurhhrs.my friends all say don't care her larhhrs.eat wrong medicine.then never mind.after recess when walking to class,my classmate push me and i push until infront the guy.then he scold me,i scold back.also not i push scold me for what?!then when i was about to walk in the class,teacher called me.i walk towards her then she say why i scold him?then i say i never push him he scold me then i scold back lurhhrs.then my teacher said to me that whatever i do is right and other's are wrong.it is really not my fault leiis!its like,what the.i did nothing and the teacher don't believe me.sad larhhrs.i really did'nt do wrong.anyone believes me?then we are dismiss from class but still have maths tuition so when to eat then when for the tuition.after that,i went to play basketball with my friends.come home at 5 plus then edit my blog and i am here to post.still haven bathe yet.hahas!bathing soon.i did nothing wrong.i hate people accusing me!I HATE IT!Labels: sumtiinqqx baddx hhappennx
.Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ' 9:13 PM Y
today when to school with my sister;CLAIRE and we saw my khhor khhor;FRANKY.he never see me.hahas!then sleep in class again.then NIGEL reply the message but my friend delete it.walaus ehhs!i ask him to send again but he ignore me.hhaiishhs...then play computer till 7 plus then my tuition teacher;MR FONG come.hahas!he give of many homework.I HATE IT!but still have to do.say so much no use.nothing much to talk lerhhrs.just change blogskin.tag me!thanksLabels: nnewx blloqqskiin ddae
.Monday, June 25, 2007 ' 8:33 PM Y
today wake up and when to school lurhhrs.sleep in class.too tired!yesterday i think cause i too late sleep barhhrs.after school come back jiiu bathe lurhhrs.bathe finish when to the living room watch television.then my mummy wake up jiiu when to pioneer mall eat.every time go there eat dwerhhrs larhhrs.use to it lerhhrs.eat finish when to giant with mummy.when home then watch television.awhile when to basketball court play basketball.hahas!i thought he is going.but he is not.sad larhhrs!then when home jiiu post lerhhrs.hahas!bathing soon.awhile more.hope i can see him soon.i miss him tonns!Labels: hhatex qqoiinqqx sku.
.Sunday, June 24, 2007 ' 8:20 PM Y
today when sleeping then heard the phone rang.i run to the phone and pick up.it is my mummy.she ask me want go bugis with my cousin mwarhhrs?i say okkhayys lurhhrs.bathe then walk to their house.take cab there.walk for quite long larhhrs.tired!saw many things i like.example clothes,short,skirt and necklace.i am saving money from now on to buy everything i like.hmmms...i think it is about $181.i will take some money from my mother and save some money myself.yeahs!buying new things soon.yesterday when want to sleep i very suay lurhhrs.gastric very pain.but i just try to continue to sleep.hahas!now a day i am eating a little by a little lerhhrs.Labels: aii hhavex starteddx eatiinqqx nnow addae
.Saturday, June 23, 2007 ' 9:10 PM Y
today wake up jiiu use computer lerhhrs.then phoebe come my house then she waited for me to bathe finish then we go jurong point.we went to la0 p0rhh;EMILY house to take jacket.hahas!then we walk to jurong point and we first when to acade.play games and have fun.after that i saw ni ni khhor;ANITA,we keep making each other like some kind of siiao pehh.wakakakas!then we went to eat.about 6 plus we take bus to pioneer mall to meet my cousin;PHOEBE and her friends.then i saw my la0 qq0nqq;FLORENCE.hahas!chat and have fun at there.my jiie;msBEBE keep making us laugh till stomach pain.then i when to toilet``shy shy``then saw my pant stain still blood.very suay.then when home bathe.and i am here to post lurhhrs.i am still a little sick.the result of me of getting to hostel is no yet out.don't worry guys,i will be alright.Labels: aii biie fiinex dwerhhrs, ddunnchhex worryyx
.Friday, June 22, 2007 ' 7:23 PM Y
today wake up then feel dizzy.i think today i sick larhhrs.then wake up use computer.edit my blog lurhhrs.nothing to do.really feeling very sick narhhrs.then when down to pioneer mall find friends.talk and play.then when home bring my dog;BOYBOY for walk walk.then come home jiiu use compuetr again.today only eat some nuggets.no appetite to eat cause sick mwarhhrs.good news for you guys but not for me,i have started eating a little by a little lerhhrs.i know things will get better like this.i have a sweet dream.its all about NIGEl.but i know its just a dream.but i really hope dream would become reality.to all my dear friends:i maybe going girl's home or hostel.cause i help emily write letter to the judge.actually i am really innocent lurhhrs.the police want let me go in i also cannot do anything mwarhhrs.if i really go in,hope you guys will really miss me ya?i will miss you guys dwerhhrs.I LORVES EVERY SINGLE OF MY FRIENDS AND I WILL MISS EVERY SINGLE ONES!takkaiires urhhs.MWARKKS;SMOOCHIIES//LORVES;MISS!to NIGEL:hmms....i think i am going to hostel ya?i have not been seeing you since dwerhhrs day we leave each other.i really miss you tonns!since dwerhhrs day you leave me,my LORVES for you has never change.cause i know my LORVES for you will never change dwerhhrs.even though i am in there.but my heart will always be with you.i have gone though many of hurtings.i know you may have other girl lerhhrs,but i will continue to wait.maybe you can say i childish or foolish.just go ahead and scold me.I LORVES YOU!do you know?i change alot cause of you.i do everything to get you back.i hurt myself loads.i have been waiting for you for long.my LORVES for you haven change.i have enough of hurting.i have been crying and not eating!do you know?or i am really stupid?i really LORVES you too much.takkaiires.i will not be able to takkaiire of you anymore.do takkaiire of your healt and yourself.I AM FEELING VERY SICK NOW!SAVE ME!SICK IN PROCESS!Labels: aii feeliinqqx berii siick nnowx
.Thursday, June 21, 2007 ' 11:57 PM Y
today same thing happen lurhhrs.wake up jiiu use computer lerhhrs.quite siian larhhrs!then my jiie wake up jiiu ask me carry my dog;BOYBOY to her cause she want help him bathe.then play computer play till 5 plus then my jiie and friends want play basketball.i jiiu say okkhayys lurhhrs.but no basketball.so i lent from my friend.when to her house to take the basketball then walk home again.comb hair then me and my jiie take bus to hong kah east community club to play basketball.hahas!play till 9 plus then we when to find my jiie;JEAN and daddy;DANNIEL.we talk then go arcade play lurhhrs.when to smoke then go seven eleven buy cup noodles to eat.eat finish then i go home with my jiie lurhhrs.we walk home.then bathe jiiu going sleep lerhhrs.niites niitesLabels: aii chhanqqex dwerhhrs tym anddx dwerhhrs ddatex.hahas=)
.Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ' 7:32 PM Y
wake up then jiiu use computer lerhhrs.then phoebe come my house.then i edit my blog jiiu go study lerhhrs.hahas!do for quite alot then we saw our friends then we chat and play.then saw my mummy and cousin go kou fu eat and talk.after that i went to find them then i ask my cousin play basketball.yeahs!hey guys,i love basketball too much.but i have memories at that basketball court.i think you guys know barhhrs.i very sad larhhrs!i hate it when he stop talking and contacting me.HATRED!Labels: aii hhatex tiishhx kiindda obb feeliinnqqs
.Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ' 8:50 PM Y
today never go school tuition then my mummy keep nagging.never go only what!nag so much for what?then i keep giving her attitude.actually is my fault larhhrs.then phoebe come my house then i take my bag jiiu go pioneer mall chiong homework.then we saw xin yu and florence.then some question i don't know how to do then i ask xin yu.i need to chiong homework cause all my teacher give the holidays homework i all haven do.hahas!this week is the last week narhhrs.need to chiong.nothing much to say lerhhrs.this few days something happen between my family.sad narhhrs.to NIGEL:am i just a IMMATURE girl in your eyes?i regret that i let go you!or am i right to let go you?should i respect your decision to let you go?i really miss and love you very much!i never eat cause there's something happening(past)i did'nt tell you cause don't want you angry.Labels: am aii riitex tuhh llet euii qqo?
.Monday, June 18, 2007 ' 10:37 PM Y
today wake up then my jiie ask me call the police then he ask me and my sister go police station find him.he talk many many things larhhrs.take cab home then bathe jiiu go school tuition lerhhrs.called phoebe after that then we go jurong point print photo.hahas!slack there for awhile only me jiiu go home bathe.bathe finish lerhhrs use computer for awhile.walk to the jurong complex eat sushi.hahas!eat a little only.no appetite to eat.then when to pioneer mall find friends then we played.very fun.when home then sit on the spfa then i fall asleep.i think i too tired lerhhrs.then wake up use computer then phoebe tell me that she quarrel with nigel.i was quite scare that he would quarrel with me.but i did talk properly to both of them.i think they started cause of me.to PHOEBE and NIGEL:i am sorry to make you both quarrel.its all my fault!Labels: sowiie tuhh makkex euii bbothhx qquarellx
.Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' 8:44 PM Y
yesterday i sleep at 7 plus in the morning.hahas!just now wake up at 4 plus cause heard my dog barking.he will bark when someone is outside my door.when to the door,saw my big sister boyfriend then i opened the door for him.i run to my room then change shirt cause i wearing sleeping clothes.wakakakas!then started to use computer.use till half my jiie wake up then ask me to call phoebe help her settle taii jii.then jiiu went down find her.settle her taii jii then i accompany her go eat mac'donald.after that she eat finish then she accompany me go kou fu eat.i don't want to eat mac'donald cause yesterday i keep eating it.when to find xin hue la0 p0rhh after that.talk and play.actually,not fun at all.then we wanted to see colour contact lens.then we walk to 900 plus the centre there.then walk to jurong point nearby to pass phoebe friend things then we walk home again.this few days keep walking.my leg will break one days.hahas!joking only.to NIGEL:my love for you has never faded.and its the truth that it will never fade.i understand and i know.what is meant to be,its to be.what is not meant to be,its not to be.i have been thinking of you everyday without fail.i was hurt that the answer you give me.i swear,my love for you has never change since you leave me.my heart is open every second to let you walk the path with me.someone jiio me but i never accept.i tell him that there is a person who meant alot to me and i will not stop loving him.everyone,you know why i live for?i live for just for him.my life is so colourful since he entered my world//heart.but when he leave my world//heart,my life has never been so colourful anymore.i breathe cause of him.i live cause of him.all my life is about him.I LOVE YOU!i have never forget this date before!04.06.2007!this is the date that i will never forget!Labels: tiishhx iishhx dwerhhrs truthhx.trust mwiie
.Saturday, June 16, 2007 ' 11:49 PM Y
today my mummy go her friend house.when i am sleeping,i heard my house phone rang.wake up then i wanted to ignore the call but i did'nt.open the door then run to the phone and pick up.it is my mummy.she ask me wake up liiaos cause very late lerhhrs.then i say don't want,i very tird.then she say okkhayys lurhhrs.wake up liiaos go eat.then when back to sleep.hahas!wake up again,on the computer then i remember that i promise emily la0 p0rhh that i wake up jiiu call her.so waiting for the computer to start,i take my house phone then call her.talk for quite long then i very hungry.go to the kitchen cook maggie cause i lazy go buy.then i ask emily la0 p0rhh to call me in about 10 minutes time.she say okkhayys.eat and play computer.hahas!then emily call then i eat finish lerhhrs.bring the bowl to the kitchen then i wash.wash finish go toilet wash my hand cause very oily.then come in saw my jiie wake up liiaos.she want to use computer.then i let her use lurhhrs.chat with emily till half then she ask me go her house accompany her.i say okkhayys.then comb hair jiiu walk to her house.talk and play.quite fun narhhrs.after that she accompany me home.reach home then my jiie ask me want go play basketball mwarhhrs?i say okkhayys lurhhrs.cause at home nothing to do mwarhhrs.then take taxi go the basketball court at hong kah east//jurong green.then when there eat then play basketball.played match.very tired larhhrs!about reaching 8 then a malay coach say he want to teach don't know what then we change court lurhhrs.we decided to change to jurong spring.we walked there.very far leiis!reach there then play match again.i like the court there.hahas!then started to rain but we continue to play like nothing happen.very fun and tired.after that when to toilet jiiu go jurong spring near the mac'donald eat.when to some blocks downstair to talk.then we heard some scary noise so we decided to change place.but when we about to sit,i wanted to go toilet.so the others.after that my friend say go her block nearby sit and talk.walk there again.leg pain narhhrs.then very late but we never go home.we go home at 6 plus in the morning.i change the date and the time.wakakakas!now going to my wonderland.Labels: leqqx ppaiinnx nnarhhrs.
.Friday, June 15, 2007 ' 6:46 PM Y
yesterday my mum told me that today we going to changi prison to visit my relative.then we take cab to changi prison.reach there,i take money from my mummy cause want to buy 100 plus to drink.buy lerhhrs then i drink lurhhrs.then after that i keep going to toilet.then register then take prison bus in.its very hot inside.saw people from boy's home when to the prison to see the lifes there.quite boring.when in and play,eat and drink.then my mum very hungry plus the session is ending soon.take bus back to the prison centre and i take my bag run to the washroom.hahas!take cab home.thats why i am here to post.later i maybe going pioneer mall.nothing much to post today.Labels: whhennx tuhh chhanqii priisonnx toddae
.Thursday, June 14, 2007 ' 8:57 PM Y
today wake up then saw mummy sitting on the sofa watching television.then i ask her to put back the computer thing.then she jiiu put lurhhrs.she ask me to accompany her go boon lay.i said don't want cause i want talk to him.talk for quite a some time then i go settle things.setyle finish come back then i saw him online then we chat lurhhrs.after that i go friendster see who view me then go people's blog.go youtube watch the champion the whole afternoon until night about six plus.mummy ask me want go eat sushi mwarhhrs?i say no.then my big sister and mummy ask me accompany them go only.but i did eat.then jiiu go home lerhhrs.now viewing people's friendster.now me and nigel is only gan khhor and meii.we can't be together anymore lerhhrs.i need some time to let my feeling stable.now my feeling is unstable cause i have no choice and i have to let him go.i just want him to be happy.if this is what he choose,i will let him be.leaves me alone for the time being.sorry.i'm really sorry.crying in process.but i will continue to wait for him dwerhhrs.I LORVE HYM LLOADDS!you all may say i don't love him anymore and my love for him has change.my answer for you guys is NO.my love for him has never change and i won't give up.i will continue to wait.Labels: aii wiillx conntiinuex tuhh waiit dwerhhrs
.Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ' 1:33 PM Y
today same thing happen lurhhrs.wake up in the morning and play computer.chat with my friends for awhile then i never talk lerhhrs.then settle taii jii for very long and my leg very pain nnarhhrs!after that i go watch the show the champion in youtube.watch till quite a some time then i go help my jiie buy things eat.of cause i never eat.i would'nt break people's promises but he did it.never mind,all this are past.i think over again,is it worth to die cause of a guy who don't cherish,treasure or love me?many people come my tag board and ask me not to be stubborn.at that time,i think that they are wrong.but now,i think over what they said.they was right.i am stupid and stubborn for not eating.if i did not eat,would he come back to my side?if yes,i will not eat.but the answer is no.so i have become the happy me again.thanks for everyone advise.i break his promise that i eat,i'm sorry.but now,let me promise you guys.i will eat and i will continue to wait for him cause my love for him would never change.Labels: dwerhhrs ppromiises
.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 8:54 PM Y
nothing special happen today.wake up then accompany my mum go down eat but i never eat cause don't want break my promise to him.my gastric very pain narhhrs!hate this feeling.when home rest for awhile then wake up use computer.then i change my blogskin and started editing those things lurhhrs.quite busy today.emily la0 p0rhh call claire to write letter to tell the judge she's not there.then me started writing lurhhrs.edit my blog for quite long.quite tired now,my hand.just now keep chatting with friends then jiiu go bathe liiaos.bathe finish use computer awhile.now going pioneer mall cause my mother ask me to buy things for her.she hungary.then i think i buy for her then me jiiu take the letter past to emily lurhhrs.then i come back home use computer.wait for me!my hand so tired and pain.if NIGEL with me he sure sayang me dwerhhrs.i can't feel his sayang anymore.i hope i can feel it soon.Labels: mwiie hhanddx shho tiireddx anddx paiin.
.Monday, June 11, 2007 ' 6:35 PM Y
yesterday,when to k box sing.cause at home nothing to do.then bathe,change shirt then jiiu go lerhhrs.then sing and sing and sing.wanted to call NIGEL but never.i scare that he said i very what cause keep calling him.so i have to just think about him and cry.many things happen yesterday.but i don't care cause not my problem.now i will not focus on any other thing!i will focus on how to get NIGEL back to my side.i tried many things to get him back but he did'nt feel it.he really don't understand me at all,but my love for him will never change.sleep quite lateyesterday cause edit photo.wake up quite early today too.just want to see whether he online mwarhhrs.but he go out lerhhrs.then use computer nothing to do.then go basketball court see whether he there mwarhhrs.he's not there.never mind.tomorrow then continue.buhb buaiies!Labels: whyiies hhe iishhx alwaes nnort ddere?
.Saturday, June 9, 2007 ' 3:54 PM Y
i really miss you very muchi have enough of suffering and everythingall i want is you to be backhow i wish you will be mine againcan you tell me you still love me?i hope that you can sent me home everydaywith your laughters all around mei still remember whenever i am feeling downyou will cheer me upcan i have this all back again?i really miss the days i was with you happilycan i feel the warmth of you holding my hand again?whenever i walk past the basketball court where we know each other,i will start to cryi always look at the place where we sit and have fun togethercan i have this kind of feelings back again?my love for you did not change since you leave mei know my love for you would not change.it is not a lieit is the truth that my love for you would not changei don't want us to just only be friendsi want us to be back againlike last time we used tobut i need your love againi look at those message you senti smile and cry at the same timeit is sweeti how much hope you say "T LOVE YOU"to me againall this i have written is the facts not liestrust memy love for you has'nt changei accept that you can't accept the age gap of oursbut i really love you very muchi depended on you too muchi remember the happy times together with youcan i hear you say that i am yours again?i have enough of crying and hurting myselfbut what can i do?all i want is you to come backi would'nt hate youcan i have the sweetness of you again?i know you break your promisei am sad!i still remember that you say you would'nt leave mebut you did it in the endi know your words to me that night is hurtingbut i just really want you back in my lifemy life is all about youmy heart is still hurtingi wish the hurts would end soonbut i know it not possible for us to get backyou once said before we will be back againi trust youbut let me ask youwill we be back againor it is a lie?i have thought of giving you upbut i think many many times againmy love you so muchand i would'nt give up on you easily dwerhhrstrust mei would'nt let any girl fall for youcause you can only be mine!i just want you to be happymy heart will not stop hurtingi am scare you knowi have to walk the same path alonewhen i walk the path we used to walk togetheri started cryingcause i wants you to bring me home againand talk to me like we used tohold my hand tightlyand care for mei need you in my lifeyou mean alot to meif your gone,i really don't know what should i dodie or continue to wait for youi fainted quite a few timei will end up in hospital one dayhow much i hope if i am in hospitalwhen i am awakeni hope you are the first person standing beside mecan i have everything back?i know whatever i do nowor how i amyou would'nt carecause i don't mean lot to youlet me ask you the last timeis this your final decision?do you just want to see our relationship just gone like this?or you would'nt care?i really miss you very muchno one can replace you in my heartyou are important to meits been few day i never see youand i never eatwhen i need someone shoulder to lean onwould you be the one?if i need someone to talk towould you be there for me?1 meaning,3 words and 8 lettersI LOVE YOU!Labels: euii arex iimpportant tuhh mwiie
.Friday, June 8, 2007 ' 9:24 PM Y
today the same thing happen lurhhrs.wake up,bathe and when for my tuition at school.fainted two times today.yeahs!fainted lesser then yesterday.waste time in school today larhhrs!forgot to bring book then the teacher say might as well don't come.then i keep messaging NIGEL!then he in school play basketball.then after that i went to my school basketball court to play basketball!in the end,never play cause very hot!later got sun burn then pain pain!NIGEL has gone and no one sayang me lurhhrs.if he's around he will sayang me dwerhhrs!then i ask him where is he then he say going flower court.when i walk past,i did'nt saw him lurhhrs.why he bluff me?sad!my jiie so stupid!force me to eat!to NIGEL:sowiie.break the promise!cause i eat.my jiie force me dwerhhrs lurhhrs.i eat abit only.sowiie leiis.NIGEL go cut hair leiis!hahas!her meiis say dwerhhrs.now chatting with friends lurhhrs.nothing to do then come here to post.phoebe now in my house.cutting nails.blleahhs!to NIGEL:i know the reason lerhhrs.is it ours age gap too big?i won't blame you for any thing dwerhhrs.i am the person to blame.don't blame yourself kkhayys?i won't misunderstand you for anything dwerhhrs!i don't know whether you are playing with my feelings mwarhhrs.but let me tell you this.in my eyes,you are totally perfect.you are a nice guys ya.cherish any girl you like.i am alright with it.if you are happy,i am enough.hope that you find your princess soon.hahas!i know i am not suitable for you and we are not possible to be back again.i understand.i don't know whether you mind ours age or you never lorves me before.but let me tell you!you are sweet and cute.we can't be lover,but we can be best friend ya?i know you are glad to hear this.i cherish you.but i don't know do you cherish me.its me to be blame.takkaiires ya?i will wait till you find your princess.i will continue to wait for you dwerhhrs.everythings i do is for you to be happy.when you smiles,my smiles will appear too!i just want you to be happy and thats all i want.1 meaning,3 words and 8 letters.I LOVE YOU!Labels: iishhx tiishhx dwerhhrs reasonnx?
.Thursday, June 7, 2007 ' 6:43 PM Y
today wake up saw jiie using computer.wake up and started crying.i am very sad!he promise not to leave me but he leave me.i hate this feeling!i really miss him very much.no want would replace him in my heart.i will wait for him to come back to my side dwerhhrs.go school play basketball then when for our maths tuition.after tuition,when to play basketball again.was very hot.call him all dwerhhrs way.to NIGEL:when you on your phone,you can see your misses call is over ten lurhhrs.i really miss you very much!no one would replace you in my heart.i only lorves you!i don't hate you.i lorves you loads!hhaiishhs...sad!fainted three time today.cause i did'nt eat for quite some time.i would'nt eat dwerhhrs.i will wait till he come back to my side then i will eat.he means alot to me in my life.lost him equals to i lost the path in my life!please come back to my side.i know you leaves me because you have your own reason.share with me and share the burden with me.i am willing cause of you!i really miss you very much!never see you for two days and my life is miserable without you.i can't live without you.i am really very sad now and feel like hurting myself!but only you can cheer me up.i really wants to see your smiles.can you come back to my side.i have no security!you bring me home everyday.but now,i have to walk the same path everyday myself and alone.i am scare you know?i have lost my path.LORVES and MISSES>NIGEL!Labels: aii reallyyx miiss euii berii muchhx.tiishhx kiindda obb feeliinqqs iishhx miiserablle
.Wednesday, June 6, 2007 ' 11:46 PM Y
just reach home.i know its very early to post now.but i still have to post cause i later going my friends birthday at jurong east entertainment.wheets!going k box to sing with the birthday girl and friends.hhaiishhs...just now in school fainted for one time.cause i did not eat plus i have gastric.never mind.just wait for another day dear dear jiiu come back lerhhrs.thats when i am gonna eat.missing dear dear loads lurhhrs.he go camp today.just one day only then i miss him so much.my lorves for him is too deep.now waiting for my jiie to come back cause she going there with me.when she come back,i am going to bathe lerhhrs.hope dear dear is fine there.lorves and misses to dear dear.our LORVES story end here lerhhrs!06.06.2007!i don't know why he break his promise.i really lorves him loads!i don't know why he ask me for break.i now very sad larhhrs.to everyone who know me!if anyone want to meet me please give me a call.i am going to leaves this world soon.its meaningless for me to live without him!i can't live without him!i lorves him loads!hope he can come back to my side!i really feel like dieing now alright?i will wait for him to patch with me dwerhhrs!Labels: toddae ddear ddear qqo camppx.miiss hym lloadds lurhhrs
.Tuesday, June 5, 2007 ' 11:57 PM Y
today wake up quite early.dear dear say today he working then i call and check whether he wake up liiaos mwarhhrs.walk outside and see my jiie watching television.call my dear dear and ask him.he is at home playing computer.so me on the computer too!talk on the phone for quite a long time.when to bath after that.then jiiu go school.after tuition,then i go home.call dear dear again.he still at home.then we chatted on the phone.then about twelve plus i tell dear dear that i go for another tuition.go school again.come home lerhhrs i call dear dear again.he still at home lurhhrs.walaus!his friend say want call him also never call.to the person who said wanted to call dear dear."don't want call jiiu don't say you want call larhhrs.let my dear dear so early wake up!"go phoebe house and i call dear dear whether he wants play basketball mwarhhrs?he say okkhayys lurhhrs.when to dear dear block downstairs meet him.then we walk to basketball court.dear dear saw jeremy and friends and they keep making dear dear but i cannot do anything.so sorry about that.dear dear jiiu go play basketball then me and phoebe sit there watch him play.play hhao lerhhrs dear dear jiiu go buy drink for himself and phoebe.come back lerhhrs dear dear go play basketball then franky and alvin come.but they see so many people then we walk to another basketball court.was not happy that time but dear dear come and hold my hand.felt quite released after that.reach there then i sit there.next time don't dare to play with franky lerhhrs.hahas!then phoebe ask me go mama shop with her buy ciggrette.go back then we play basketball.play till ten then i go phoebe house take shirt jiiu go home lerhhrs.dear dear accompany me go home.laO qqOnqqx:aii LORVESx33 euii lloadds!mwarkks!smoochiies!LORVED!Labels: ddear ddear lleaviinqqx tomorrowx.saddx narhhrs.
.Monday, June 4, 2007 ' 9:22 PM Y
today when sleeping then my jiies keep disturbing me.wake up then saw my jie using computer.then she say she very tired lerhhrs.then i say let me use lurhhrs.when my jiies about to sleep then my dear dear message her.ask me i wake up lerhhrs mwarhhrs.then my dear dear online then we start chatting lurhhrs.chat quite long then he have to go to his cca.then he offline lurhhrs.sad!cannot see him.after he offline,i started crying cause i miss him too much!then i have no appetite to eat.then me jiiu gastric pain.after that i when back to sleep lurhhrs.wake up liiaos,jiies tell me that my dear dear never go cca cause raining.i said okkhayys lurhhrs.call him and ask him,where are you?he said he at school lurhhrs.after that i played computer awhile then my tuition teacher come.shit!i forget to do his homework.then started doing my homework and he go through with me.after that,i call dear dear tell him i bringing my dog to pet shop for nail cutting.he said i accompany you go lurhhrs.i said anything lurhhrs.walk there,cut nails.walk to dear dear house to take basketball.when to pionneer mall to find them then dear dear accompany me go home put my dog then jiiu go play basketball.kanna hit by basketbal just now.no mood today don't know why.dear dear accompany me go home then he jiiu go home lerhhrs.i miss dear dear so much!Labels: aii tiinkkx aii LORVES mwiie ddear ddear too muchhx.
.Sunday, June 3, 2007 ' 10:21 PM Y
today morning wake up.saw my mummy then she ask me to buy things for her to eat.i said okkhayys lurhhrs.when taking money from her,my cousin wake up.yeahs!ask him to accompany me then i don't need to take.hahas!play basketball today too!kanna scolded by my cousin.sad!wheets!get the guy number lerhhrs.chat again tomorrow barhhrs.i go bathe liiaos!Labels: aii qqet dwerhhrs quy nnumbbahhx
.Saturday, June 2, 2007 ' 10:56 PM Y
today morning,i was sleeping sweetly.suddenly,i heard my house phone rang.i walk quickly to the phone and i pick up.it was phoebe.she ask me to go to pioneer mall to wait for her cause she want me to accompany her go eat.i said okkhayys.bathe,comb my hair and walk to the living room.take money from my daddy.hahas!then wait for her,wait for about five minutes,i go and buy sweets.when throwing the wraper.tatsuya saw me and ask me to go up.take the escalator to second floor.saw him and walk towards him.i take cigrettes from him.wakakas!keep in my bag,wait for phoebe to come.when she reach,she saw tatsuya.she take cigrettes from tatsuya too!hope tatsuya would not be angry.eat finish then go home lurhhrs.sleep for awhile,wake up and play computer.play for quite a short while then my cousin and sister ask me and phoebe want play basketball mwarhhrs.we said okkhayys lurhhrs.walk to the basketball court.put down my bag and start throwing ball.play till very smelly.hahas!walk home and bathe and on my computer.thats why i am here to post.i wanted to ask a guy from boon lay secondary school for his number.but i fail to do it.my hand is quite pain now cause just now while playing basketball and a guy hit my hand.i know i have stead lerhhrs and i should'nt take the guy number.but do you all know,my stead look like my friend.we don't say like very close dwerhhrs lurhhrs.i wanted to ask him for break,but cannot contact him today.i need a person(stead)to care for me and loves me.but he does'nt!hhaiishhs...i will ask him for break some day!saddx.i am playing basketball every day!hahas(=Labels: aii needdx a steaddx tuhh kaiire ferr me anddx lorves mwiie alriitex?
.Friday, June 1, 2007 ' 7:46 PM Y
today,when to giant with my mummy and cousin.i know you all are wondering why i always post with my cousin name,cause he come from malaysia and he is here to find job.he stay with us until the holidays finish.when to eat after that.eat finish,reach home then my jie ask me want to go gym?i said any thing lurhhrs.cause nothing to do mwarhhrs.go food court find my mummy to take money.hahas!walk to jurong west stadium,go to second floor to buy tickets for me and my cousin.take lift to five floor,walk to gym centre.after finish our exercising,we when to basketball court to play basketball with my friends.then when home,my mummy ask me to eat my dinner.i said don't want cause i don't have the appetite to eat today.walk to my room,saw the computer was on and i was quite happy cause don't need to wait for it to restart.hahas!so i am here to post lurhhrs.now,waiting for my cousin to bathe finish then me go bathe.i am quite tired now!hope no one would come and disturb me.bathe finish,use computer awhile then i go back to my lalala land!hahas(= Labels: qqo bbackkx tuhh mwiie lalala landdx
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today wake up saw jiie using computer.wake up and started crying.i am very sad!he promise not to leave me but he leave me.i hate this feeling!i really miss him very much.no want would replace him in my heart.i will wait for him to come back to my side dwerhhrs.go school play basketball then when for our maths tuition.after tuition,when to play basketball again.was very hot.call him all dwerhhrs way.to NIGEL:when you on your phone,you can see your misses call is over ten lurhhrs.i really miss you very much!no one would replace you in my heart.i only lorves you!i don't hate you.i lorves you loads!
MEANS I'VE BROUGHT;DONE